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‘Guess it’s not my luck this time…’ Pi shrugs. ‘Well, actually there always have the next time, right? So, maybe next time…’

Jin walks into KAT-TUN’s changing room. Still can’t digest Pi’s thought properly. Or he actually can’t admit what is Pi thinking about him.

Jin still opens his mind reader mode as he walks passing Koki, who is right now staring their latest photo.

“Urgh…why it’s Jin who look most handsome among us? Even in that stupid perm hair! Oh, I wonder how its look if he shave his hair off… hihihi.”

Jin’s eyes widened as he heard that! And then he sees Tanaka smile from ear to ear.

‘Stupid Koki! It’s not my fault if I’m most handsome among KAT-TUN or maybe all JE boys… and I’LL NOT SHAVE MY GORGEOUS HAIR FOR GOD SAKE!!’

He smacks Koki on the head make Koki jumps in disbelieve.

“Bakanishi! What is that for!” rubbing his head, his mouth pouting.

“For being jealous of me! I know I’m handsome…” he reply.

“Who said you are handsome?....”

He leaves Koki who is still babbling about something and he don’t wanna know what all is about.

He slump his body on to the couch lazily while scanning the room, with the tired eyes. The rest of KAT-TUN member are no where to be seen. And he doesn’t even want to know where they are!

Jin feels dizzy all of sudden. Maybe it’s the effect of using the ‘power’. His grandfather once said that the ‘power’ will make him tired. That’s why he was not recommended to use the power.

Slowly, his eyes shut and then he sees black.

 

“Where am I?” it’s so bright. The light is so bright. He can’t see anything. But he can hear a voice. That’s
Pi’s voice. He is singing.

Nareai to uso no naka de bukiyou na ai seoi

Jikan ni oware iya ni natteta hi ni

Sukoshi jiyuu kanjita

Ato nannen ka sureba omoide ni naru dakara

Wasure kaketeta kioku to ima wo futo kasanete mitanda

Taisetsu na mono kakae sugite aruki zuraku natta kyou

Itsu datte bokura kitto dare datte

Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete

Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo

Kitto soko ni wa nai tabun no egao ga matteru

Sugiteku hibi de nanika miushinai kaketa

Sonna fuu ni sou jibun no hou kara

Tsunaida te wo hodokenai you ni

Tatoeba kimi ga kizu tsuita to shitemo

Dare no ai datte nando mo iro wo kaeru

Tsukarete boku ni yorikakaru hi wa

Donna kimi demo dakishimeru kara

Itsu datte bokura kitto dare date

Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete

Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo

Kitto soko ni wa nai tabun no egao ga matteru

Jibun wo shinjite

“This song is for you, Pi. I composed this song just for you.” He heard his own voice.

Now he remembered. At that time he writes this song, the one and only he thinks was Yamapi. Now he remembered, long time ago he was in love with Pi. But he shut his feeling because he was afraid if Pi can’t accept his feeling. He is afraid if people call him weird, for be in love with a guy. And he is afraid if Pi rejects him and don’t want to be his friend anymore. And he is afraid when he found that he not really straight. So, he lets the feeling sunk away. He tried really hard to forget about that feeling. He tried really hard to be as normal as he can. As the result, he forgot the love he felt toward Yamapi. And never ever want to think about it anymore.

Now, it’s Pi who has this feeling for him. And he rejected Pi…

‘I’m so stupid, right Pi? I love you but I don’t want to accept it. I love you, Pi. I love more than you love me.’

Slowly, the brightness reduces. And at a corner he sees Pi. Standing there with a very pleasant smile. A very sweet smile. Jin felt his heart melt right away. How he miss that smile on Pi’s cute face.

‘I miss you, Pi. I miss you even you are with me now. I miss you…’

“JIIIIIIIIIINNNN!!!!!!!”

A loud scream echoed in KAT-TUN changing room. Drastically Jin opens his eyes.

“Are you deaf or what? Pick up your phone or at least shut it off… its killing my ears with your Pinky ringtone!” Koki said in aggravation.

Jin takes his cell phone in his pocket. Not bother to check the caller ID, he press the green button to answer the phone call.

“Jin, I love you… I love you more than a friend. I loved you in the pass, I love you now and I will love you forever…”

It’s Pi…

Jin smiles as he heard Pi’s voice.

“I love you too…”