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My Story (Chapter 6)

2009-10-29T06:46:06Z

Title: My Story
Pairing: Akame, Pin (friendship), etc…
Author: Hayato_miroku
Genre: Agnst, drama
Disclaimer: I would like to think that the Pretty boys in this fic are mine, but as the world knows, I’m not a super duper rich old man called Johnny-san. Damn it!
Warnings: Un-beta’d. So, please be prepared for the horrible grammar and language. And, Kazuya is a girl in this fic.
Summary: Jin and Kazuya is best friend. They share everything with each other even their love life. But, Kazuya seems dislike Jin’s type of girl because she knows that girl is cheating on Jin. But she has no courage to tell Jin the truth. One day, Jin found out about the lies his lover kept from him, at the same time he was told that his life is going to be ending soon. At that time, Kazuya was involved in a love fair with her high school crush. And Jin found that he is kinda jealous of them. (Sucks summary… I know)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chater 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5

Chapter 6

It was very peaceful night to stay at my room until a sound of a dog came into my eardrums. It’s Pin! A dog Pi and I bought together years ago. It runs towards me as I opened the door.

“As I thought! It misses you. You know what? Pin does not eating since yesterday. When I mention your name, it ridiculously jumping around. So, I brought it here.” Pi explains about Pin without being asked.

I lift the poodle onto my hands.
“Gomen-na Pin. I’m such a bad owner. I’ve been too selfish nowadays.” I walked to the bed, followed by Pi.

“Na… you are not selfish Jin, you are just occupied with your own problems. Right, Pin?”

Woolf woolf… Pin respond to Pi. Likes it agreed with Pi. I just smile to Pin as I caress its fur.

“You sound like Pi.”

“Oiii… what do you mean by ‘you sound like Pi’? Are you comparing me with Pin?” Pi sounds irritated.

“You want to sleep here?” ignoring Pi, I lie down on the bed with Pin in my embrace.

Woolf… woolf…

“No thanks!” answer Pi suddenly.

“Owh… please switch off the light before you leave and close the door… Pin will sleep here tonight… oyasumi…” the exhaustion takes over my body as I close my eyes. It was a very happening week for me. Tomorrow is Sunday so, I want to sleep as deep and longest as I can.

“Baka! It’s still early to sleep.” Protest Pi.

Yamapi let out a sigh. He just looks at his best friend dozing off at 10.00 pm. It is so damn early to him to join Jin and Pin to sleep. Yamapi then switch on Jin’s computer. Well, Jin’s stuffs are like his too and so forth.

He opens the yahoo messenger to chat with friends. The first chatter who sends a message was Kazuya. She asks Yamapi about Jin. But still, he still keeps the secret between him and Jin. No mater what, never tell Kazuya about it.

Kazu-chan: Yo! Pi-chan…

Pi: hai Kazu, still wake up?

Kazu-chan: It’s too early to sleep. Besides, it Saturday night…

Pi: yes! But someone here already has his dream…

Kazu-chan: eh?! Who is in your room?

Pi: I’m in Jin’s room. And he is sleeping like a baby… at this hour!

Kazu-chan: lol. That is so rare of him to sleep this early. Something wrong with him?

Pi: dunno…

Kazu-chan: r you sure? He seems so unlike Jin lately…or at least for me…

Pi: well… I think my eyes not as sharp as yours… coz I still can see the BAKANISHI…

Kazu-chan: I mean, he is just different. He daydream a lot this week. Did something happen between him and Lily?

And now, when Kazu mention about Lily, Yamapi felt something going wrong. Jin didn’t talk about Lily as much as before or not saying the name once in this week. Well, before mean at that time he came and found something in Jin’s drawer.

Pi: can’t think about it but he not mention about Lily this week.

Kazu-chan: that’s weird…

Pi: exactly!

Kazu-chan: it is your duty to find out…

Pi: roger…

Kazu-chan: and one more thing…

Pi: (gulp) what is it?

Kazu-chan: I saw Lily with Matsu Jun yesterday…

Pi: Majide?

Kazu-chan: and they were looking like love bird…

Pi: this is serious!

Kazu-chan: very serious. You have to find out about it too…

Pi: roger…

Kazu-chan: count on you Pi-chan… ganbatte!

Pi: roger…

Kazu-chan: can’t you say more than that?

Pi: okay… so, when are you gonna confess to Jin?

Kazu-chan: WHAT!!! BAKA!!!!!

Pi: nope… I’m not baka! You two are baka!

Kazu-chan: Good night!

Pi: hey… it is Saturday night and it is still early… it 10.45 pm…

Kazu-chan: suddenly I’m sleepy… oyasumi…

Pi: owh… okay, don’t forget to meet Jin in your dream… coz he seems like missing you in his dream…

Kazu-chan: BAKAPI!!!!!

Kazu-chan offline

Pi chuckle to Kazu’s reaction. He can feel that Kazu is blushing in front of her computer.

“Pi…” call Jin from the bed.

“Sorry… I woke you up.” Yamapi turn to face Jin on the bed.

“Can you switch off the light?” half awake, Jin ask Yamapi to turn off the switch coz the light going to burn his about-to-close eyes.

“Okay…” Yamapi went to the switch and turn it off.

“Thanks… night Pipi…”

“Night…Jinjin…”

How dare he call me Pipi?! Cried Pi in his heart.

Jin drastically open his eyes to get rid the nightmare. He dreamt something weird and scary. He saw the image of himself, very thin like a skeleton walking around a graveyard. And the figure stopped at a particular tombstone that written his own name. At that time he heard Kazuya’s voice. Crying for him. He tried to speak with Kazu but Kazu can’t listen to him anymore. Jin screamed to make Kazu feel his being but failed. After that, Kazu with her white rose walked towards Jin and run into him make Jin stunned. At that time he open the eyes and Kazu was no longer to be seen.

Jin sits on his bed, gulping his own saliva, still trying to absorb his dream. It was so scary! Then he takes a glance to other side on his bed. He found Yamapi and Pin sleeping soundly. At that time, he knew, he is still living in this world. The clock shows the time, 6.55 am. Jin wants to continue his sleep but on the second thought, he rejects the idea. He suddenly thinks about the dream again. To prevent the same dream, he chooses to just get off from the bed.

Jin decides to take a walk at the park nearby his house. The day is still early and the weather a little cold. There are few oldies doing exercise here and there. Looking at the scene, Jin’s mind starts thinking. Will he make it like them? Will he still alive until the gray hair cover his head?
Please God, please send me an Angel… unconsciously the tears fall on his cheeks.

“Shit! What is this?! Why I’m crying in this early morning! Arghh…”

Wipe up the tears, he continues walking around. But only a few steps, he bumps into a man.

“Woa… look where are you heading dude!” said the man. A bit angry.

Knowing his fault, Jin apologizes.

“I’m sorry…” as he look the man in front, Jin’s eyes widely open.

At that time their eyes met, both men amazed.

Woolf…woolf… a bark of a dog brings them back to reality. The man runs his gaze to the dog.

“Otokoyama… you can see him too?” the man gulp.

Otokoyama, the said dog then barks to Jin.

“So I’m not dreaming, right?”

Jin couldn’t think anything but the hope he wish a while ago. Is this the Angel the God sent to me?

end of chapter...... OWARI~~~~~~~~~

A/N: Sorry guys took this long to update this chapter. hope you all like this chapter too.

My Story - Chapter 5

2009-05-07T13:19:49Z

My Story

2008-11-16T17:40:33Z

Title: My Story
Pairing: Akame, Pin (friendship), etc…
Author: Hayato_miroku
Genre: Agnst, drama
Disclaimer: I would like to think that the Pretty boys in this fic are mine, but as the world knows, I’m not a super duper rich old man called Johnny-san. ~~Damn it!~~
Warnings: Un-beta’d. So, please be prepared for the horrible grammar and language. And, Kazuya is a girl in this fic.
Summary: Jin and Kazuya is best friend. They share everything with each other even their love life. But, Kazuya seems dislike Jin’s type of girl because she knows that girl is cheating on Jin. But she has no courage to tell Jin the truth. One day, Jin found out about the lies his lover kept from him, at the same time he was told that his life is going to be ending soon. At that time, Kazuya was involved in a love fair with her high school crush. And Jin found that he is kinda jealous of them. (Sucks summary… I know)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chater 3 Chapter 4

Be able to wake up this morning is the most obliged thing ever. I never had been this terrified to sleep before. And I never thought that. I never thought that someday I’ll grateful to be able to wake up again. Thanks God, for giving me one more day to breathe in this wonderful yet cruel world.

The day is still early. And I’m feeling this ‘blue’ already. Urgh… it will affect my mood if I keep this feeling in me. I need to keep going and positive, right? As daddy said last night, I have to face this cruel fate bravely. The tears are not given to be waste over this illness. Crying over your fate same like giving up your life… daddy said.

Taking a deep breath, I walk to the bathroom. I just need to carry on my life to the fullest, right? So, let it be like the previous days. I’m not going to let my life faded by this cruel fate! I’m going on!

Join the family in the dine room never feel this special. Be able to still seat on the chair I used to, never feel this thankful. Once again, thanks God.

“Jin! What a surprise. What daddy did to you last night?” Reio’s question makes me frown.

“What?”

“Did daddy teach you how to get up early last night? Coz, you know… I didn’t hear any scary voice waking you up today.” I give a smack on my little brother’s head.

He is right though. This is very unusual of me to get up so easy like this morning. Well Reio, your big brother here is going to appreciate all his precious lifetime.

“Yup! Daddy gave me a very useful alarm clock. And you will find me wake up very very very early starting today…” Actually Reio, you will start to appreciate your time when you realize that you will die anytime.

“Yeah… yeah… like I believe you!” ignoring me, Reio keep sipping his milk tea.

“Jin… what a surprise. I just thinking about waking you up. Are you having a night mare or something?” mama comes with a plate of toasted bread in her hand. And it earns a chuckle from Reio.

“See? Mama too… can’t believe you woke up this early.”

“Shut up you little rascal!”

“Ohayou…” it’s daddy with his black suitcase, greeting everyone in the dining room.

“Ohayou!” we three greet back in synchronize.

“What an energetic scene in the early morning. Are two having a fight?” taking his usual seat, daddy join us to breakfast.

“Mou… do we look like we are fighting?” Reio sounds protesting daddy’s words.

“We only talk about our Sleeping Beauty here.”

And Reio’s statement makes my jaw dropped in shock! And I swear I saw him covering his mouth from laughing. It can’t be. Did he know about our performance?

“Sleeping Beauty?” mama interrupts with interested look in her face. Then she twists her gaze to Reio.

“Yup… Sleeping Beauty… hahahaha…” and now, he can’t hold it anymore. Reio burst out laugh while his right hand pressing the stomach.

“I know my first son is beautiful, but Reio, it’s not that funny to you to laugh at your brother that much.” Did mama just agreed with the beautiful thing just now?

I smack Reio once again because he doesn’t look like stop laughing. And it is hard, well it’s worked though. He is now rubbing his head with a pout on his lips.

“Jin will perform a stage play as SLEEPING BEAUTY next week!” Reio said in a very loud tone, revenging me.

‘Stupid Reio!!!’ was a screaming in my heart!

Mama and daddy exchange their gaze. Then they two turn to me. Waiting for my approval of Reio’s statement.

“It’s an assignment for the Gender subject. We need to play the opposite role. And my group will perform the Sleeping Beauty.” Well, I need to clear things out. Besides, mama and daddy wont satisfied for only a nod or a word ‘yes’.

“Oh, my GOD! We will see Jin in a girl dress then. I’m so excited…” Reio’s words were stopped by a hard smack from me.

“Itai, baka!” Reio is about to punch my hand when daddy suddenly stop him.

“Reio, Stop it!” a worried look shown in daddy’s expression.

“Mou… he starts it first…” Reio pout in protest.

“No more game like this after this. No more fight between the two of you!” daddy’s warning makes everyone frown.

We share our gaze, daddy and me. I know, daddy is aware about my illness. Any bruises won’t do any good for me in this state.

“I’m sorry.” Was a short line from me to Reio. I know, we are not having fight just now, it just the usual way we having fun with each other.

“Since when you being so kind to say sorry, Jin?”

“Who the hell told you about the stage play?” ignoring Reio’s question, I asked him my curiosity instead. It must be either Pi or Ryo-chan… well, since they came here yesterday.

“Ah… Kazu-chan told me. I met her with Takki senpai at the mall yesterday.”

“What?! Kazu? That girl…”

“Oh, Jin. It’s not a big deal. Actually, we would like to watch your performance. So, is it open to the public?” mama cut my words from cursing Kazuya. And a big smile on her face makes me bite my tongue.

“Maa… I donno… “ I shrugged. It must be awful if my family watch my performance. And Reio’s words just know, about Kazu and Takki, why my heart feels weird. I’m not jealous, am I? And, that was the reason why she can’t watch my practice yesterday? She got a date with Takki…

“Ne, Jin… is Kazu dating Takki?”

Why Reio is so chatty today?

“Go ask Kazu herself.” Despite of angry, I realize that some jealousy mixed up. Urgh… I’ll show up my crashed mood if I seat here longer. Let just get away or I’ll burst out my bad mood in front of my parent in the very early morning.

“I’m going…”

“Eh? Jin, its 7.30 a.m… your class will start at 9, right? And you don’t even finish your bread. And your tea…” ignoring mama’s complained I drag my feet to the front door. I’m full already!

I was about to put on my helmet when daddy comes and stop me.

“I’ll drive you… it risky to you to ride your bike at this rate.” No, it’s not even a consolation, it is an order! And it is bad if I mess up with daddy when he got this serious look on his face. I just nod in agreement.

“We need to check up your condition. A very detail one.” Daddy start talking when we already at the junction that will guide us out from the neighborhood. It is not even a suggestion, it is an order, again! I just listen to what ever daddy saying.

“You know what you feel everyday, right? Like, dizzy, nausea, tired…”

Nod.

“You know you have anemia, right?”

Nod.

“You will having pain, in your stomach as well… and maybe pain in the bone… you know that, right?”

“Yes.”

“And any bleeding will turn your condition to the worse.”

“I know… I’ve read the medical report twice. But can I at least finish my assignment? It just only a week. Besides, I got a soccer match next week too. Ne, daddy, please…it is important for me.” I know, daddy will strongly disagree with this, but I need to try. There are no ways I give up on what I’ve started. I must complete my missions.

“But, your condi…”

“Please… I promise! I’ll do what ever you want after that.”

“But…”

“Please… it’s maybe my last chance. Please daddy…”

It’s a long pause. Then I heard daddy sigh.

“You are so stubborn Jin.” We now very close to my college.

“Like you. And I’ll take that as a yes! Thanks daddy.” I give him my sweetest smile.

Daddy shakes his head and a smile plastered on his lips. Wow, in this age daddy still manage to look cute. Guess I got my loveliness from him… ahemm… haha…

“Jin, isn’t it Kazu-chan? And the guy is your senpai, right?” daddy send his gaze to the college entrance which I can see Kazuya and a guy.

Wait! Isn’t it Takki senpai? Now I can feel that my smile flies away. Once again, in this early morning I found that I hate this feeling. I hate my jealousy! I know, it is a jealousy I’m experiencing right now. Urgh… Jin! She is your best friend! Wasn’t you are the one who wants to revenge Kazu and make her face Takki?

“Jin, you know you love her.” Daddy’s words made me shocked! My mouth is widely open. And don’t know what to say, I just quickly pick up my belongings at the backseat. I know, I’m flushing right now. How come daddy said that?

“Wasn’t she is your first love?”

Not going to reply! I don’t want to bring back the feeling I used to feel toward Kazu!

“Jin, there’s no way you can escape from your own feelings.” Was daddy’s last line I heard before I shut the door.

And why my heart pumping so hard?!!! What is this feeling? Why it come again after these years? Why I feel it again after I’ve buried it deep inside my heart for years? Why it come again after I used to live without it? Why? And why it comes again after I encounter my death right in front of me?

“Yo, Akanishi! Ohayou…” Takki greet me with a wide smile on his face.

“Jin…”

I fake my smile. Try my best so that it looks sweet as usual.

“Yo, senpai! I smell something sweet here…” then, I start chatting like I used to. I send my glance to Kazu. She looks sweet with pink dress.

“Baka! I’ve just dropping Kazu-chan…”

“Haa! Is there something fishy here that I didn’t know?” I’m such a faker! My heart is hurt yet my lips can still grown a smile?

“Hai..hai… say what ever you want, I’m going…” Takki is ready to walk away, but he stopped! Then turn back to us with a frown. ‘Please don’t bring the medical report subject here…’

“So? Have you got medical report? What it says?” Eh? So, he didn’t know?

“Eh? Weren’t you asked my dad to pick it up?”

“Hurm… actually Jin, I was transferred to another hospital the day you was discharged. So, another doctor handles your report… so, how was it?”

“Erm… it just the allergic! Nothing serious…” And again, I lied! I’ve lied so much since yesterday, wasn’t I?

“It’s good then. So, next time when you feel like eating the oyster again please think about hospital bed first, okay? It will make you cancel your desire… right, Kazu-chan?” Takki turn to Kazu…

“Yup! Don’t worry, I’ll kick him if he dare to touch the oyster again. I was given the permission by his parent for that…” Kazu said with a big smile on her face.

“Hai hai… I’ll not eat oyster again…” I rise up my hands in give up sign.

“Good boy…” Takki ruffle my hair, make it more limp than before. I slowly shove his hand because it makes me dizzy. “Take care yourself well next time…”

Then he walks to his red car. How I envy him for such being so cool like that.

“Ne, Jin… about yesterday…”

“Hurm… ah, its okay… I don’t mind… lets go, I have to memorize the script for the practice later…”

“What you mean you don’t mind? You passed out yesterday, don’t you?” Kazu with her worries tone is the hardest situation to handle. How can I assure her?

“Pi told you?”

Kazu nod.

“Nothing serious. I’ve just too tired yesterday…” I tried to clear her thought of my case but suddenly she but in.

“No! It is serious when you passed out on the soccer field!”

We walk side by side heading to our usual bend under the tree, cherry blossom tree.

“And look at your face. You rather pale in my eyes you know. And it is rare of you to let your daddy drop you here…”

She is now fishing out her paper from the bag. And I choose to quiet. I’m not in the mood to argue anything in this early morning.

“Jin, say something!” Kazu is now turning his face to mine when we fell in silence like 5 minutes.

“Help me with my dialogues. I can’t remember the lines by myself.” I changed the subject. I need to stop her from keep thinking about my condition. I might burst out my illness if she keeps talking about it.

“Jin!”

“What?”

“Are you hiding something from me?”

“Eh? What? There is nothing I can hide from you, you know that right?”

“YES! You are hiding something…”

“Nope!”

“YES!”

“Oiii… you two!”

Our argument was stopped by Pi.

“Can you stop acting like a love bird having their love quarrel?”

“What you mean by that, Pi-chan?” Kazu give Yamapi a death glare make Yamapi smile in nervous. He better stop teasing Kazu when she got that scary look on her face.

And then Kazu adds, “And in your opinion, it is normal to Jin to pass out on the soccer field?” Kazu won’t stop if she did not get the answer of her curiosity.

Pi turns his gaze to me. “Erm.. Yes… it is unusual…” and now Pi is starting to join Kazu, worrying about my incident yesterday.

“Pi, I told you! It just a headache, right?” I have to but in or else this issue will grow up to the serious one. And I don’t want friends discover what I’m facing right now. It just not yet!

“What is this statement? You told me you are tired!”

“Well, I was tired and I have a headache… that’s why I can’t help myself. Why are you making a fuss about that?” Kazu roll her eyes.

“Stop it Kazu. I don’t want to talk about it anymore. I know how to take care of myself!” a little loud, just to warn Kazu that I feel awkward of this topic.

“Yeah, yeah… I forgot my little friend here always take care of himself greatly. And I forgot I’m not her mother to nag him around…” Kazu gave up finally. She is flipping the script in her hand.

Pi suddenly burst out laugh. “Ne, Kazu-chan. Are you just realizing that you are not Jin’s mother?”

Pi’s question make me chuckle. I don’t know, it sounds funny. Even Yamapi notice Kazu’s manner of nagging me like a mother.

Kazu didn’t say anything. I only can see her pout. We continue to study the script until the time we realized that our class is about to start. Then, we run to the lecture hall, fortunately the lecturer not yet come into the class.

*****

“Jin! Here!” Kazu’s order makes me sigh. Why I came with her to this shopping mall in this late evening? I walk to her, she is now entering an accessory shop. She stops at a glass rack that showing bunch of rings.

“Jin, look… that ring, its pretty, isn’t it?” she point at a particular rings. A couple ring. With a little shiny diamond on it. Yes, it is pretty.

“Are you planning to get married, Kazu?” not even look at her, I keep staring at the couple ring.

No answer.

I twist at where she is standing. She is staring at the couple ring, with a wide smile on her face. Did she having a dream to get married with this wedding ring?

“It’s beautiful, right Jin?”

“Hmm…”

“Will you buy it for me someday?”

“Eh?” are you kidding Kazu? Did you want me buy the ring for us?

“Kidding… hahaha…” she is now covering his mouth, refraining from laughing out loud. So, it just a joke.

Somehow, I felt something different. Something likes frustration.

“Come on, we have to buy the stuff for our props. But before that, we should eat.”

Kazu cling my right hand, drag me to a restaurant. We seat at the corner that quite far from another customers.

“Your order, sir.” A waiter asks after give us the menu sheet.

“What do you want to eat, Jin?” Kazu asks but still checking on the menu.

“I don’t feel like eating, Kazu.” Drastically Kazu turn her gape to me.

“What you mean by that? You don’t eat anything since morning. Aren’t you hungry?”

“Well, urm… yes, I’m not hungry.” It’s true, I don’t have the appetite to eat.

“Jin… it is you, Akanishi Jin, right? You are not someone else, right?”

“Eh? Of course I’m Akanishi Jin! Who else can come shopping with you in this late evening? I’m the Akanishi Jin you dragged after my soccer practice just now!” pretending not understands what Kazu’s mean by her words, I tried to change the subject. “Now, order your food! I don’t want to waste my time here because Pi is coming to my place tonight.”

“It is not you went you are not eating or even not complaining about hungry!”

“I don’t get what you mean.”

“Baka!”

“Stop calling me baka!”

“I’m not eating too.”

“Aren’t you hungry?”

“Yes, I’m hungry.”

“Then, just eat, BAKAZUYA!”

“I will not eat if you won’t eat, BAKANISHI.”

“Why it has something to do with me? You are hungry, and then just eat. I’m not hungry, why should I eat?” grr… this girl really going to make me crazy.

“Because you don’t eat anything today, and I don’t want you pass out when we continue on our shopping.” She is looking at me with her concern and pleading ayes.

“Okay! Okay! I’ll eat! Just order what you want to eat!” there is no point arguing about this matter. Plus she is too stubborn to just let me go with a simple reason.

“Good! I would like to eat pasta…”

Kazu make her order, no, our order actually. Pasta and apple juice.

But, when the menu was served she let out a sigh. With a pout on her lips, she keeps mumbling about something. I can’t understand what she mumble is about until my eyes dropped on the pasta plate.
Its tomatoes in the plate! That’s why this girl acting likes this. I know how much she hates tomatoes. She is staring at the plate without any move like the tomatoes are going to bite her finger if she tries to eat it. Then, I remove all the tomatoes onto my plate, makes her smile sweetly.

I’m on my last bite when a text message from Yamapi distracts me.

Jin, I’m in your room! Are you playing hide and seek with me? coz I can’t find you anywhere?
From Pi.

SHIT! Pi already at my place.

“Kazu, we need to go. Pi is waiting for me.”

“What about the props? We need to buy the stuff…”

“We will come again tomorrow.”

Kazu have no choice. She just let me drag her out of the restaurant.

*******

“Pi…”

I touch his shoulder. Pi right now hides his face between his two kneels on my bed.

“Pi! Use the pillow if you want to sleep, baka!”

No answer. No reaction.

I let my body fell beside Yamapi. But, there is something beneath my back that distracted me. I get up and pick up the envelop resting on my bed. And my eyes drastically wide opened.

“SHIT! PI! What the hell are you doing with this?!” my shout makes Pi lift up his head. Showing his red eyes.
There are tears streak on his cheeks. Pi, don’t tell me you have read my medical report.

“Jin…” Pi stutter in his sobs.

I rub my face with my two palms. Looking at Pi’s hurt eyes make me hurt too. Now, I’m sure he’d read my medical report because as I remember, the last place this envelop was rested in my desk drawer.

“That’s why… you… seem so… weak lately… right Jin?” said Pi with a broken tone and he is trying his best to not sob.

“Pi…” I try to grab his hand but he draws his hand from me.

Shaking his head, Pi then continues, “Am I that bad to know about this, Jin?”

“Pi…”

“Am I that bad, Jin? Am I a bad friend for you?”

“No, Pi! You are my best friend ever. You know that…”

“Then why I have to find about this by myself? Why don’t you tell me about this?”

“Pi… I’m sorry. I just don’t want you to be sad.”

“So, you are facing this by yourself? Jin, it is the most selfish thing ever!”

Silence. I don’t know how to react to the angry and sad Yamapi.

It is long pause when Pi suddenly talks again.

“Jin, can I hug you?”

Pi’s words make me sob right away. I just nod in reply his request. Then he come and brings me to his embrace.

“We will fight this together.”

Pi’s words make me cry even harder.

“You are going to be fine.”

“Thank you, Pi.”

A/N: gomen! took this long to update. real life not good at all, ne... *sigh*

My Story Chapter 3

2008-11-08T14:18:27Z

Title: My Story CHAPTER 3
Pairing: Akame, Pin (friendship), etc…
Author: Hayato_miroku
Disclaimer: I would like to think that the Pretty boys in this fic are mine, but as the world knows, I’m not a super duper rich old man called Johnny-san. Damn it!
Warnings: unbeta-ed... so, please prepare for the horrible grammar and language...and Kazuya is a girl in this fic...
Summary: Jin and Kazuya is best friend. They share everything with each other even their love life. But, Kazuya seems dislike Jin’s type of girl because she knows that girl is cheating on Jin. But she has no courage to tell Jin the truth. One day, Jin found out about the lies his lover kept from him, at the same time he was told that his life is going to be ending soon. At that time, Kazuya was involved in a love fair with her high school crush. And Jin found that he is kinda jealous of them. (Sucks summary… I know)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3

“So, what it’s all about?” Yamapi tapping on my shoulder. Peeking the paper on my hand. Wonder what it says? Here…

Group Leader: Akanishi Jin
Group Member: Taguchi Junnosuke, Yamashita Tomohisa, Tegoshi Yuya, Kamenashi kazuya… bla bla… some of classmate I don’t really talk to them… huh?! Yes I know! I’m not that social kind of person.
Task: *write a script of a fairytale story. The role in the story will be contrary, which mean the boys need to play the girl role and the girls will play the boy roles. The stage play will be on two weeks from now. The best group will get the best mark and some presents are waiting. So, good luck my dear students.
P/s: the props and costume will be in your responsibility.

That’s it!
“That prof is so mean! How come the boys play the girl roles? It embarrassing!” there he is. Yamapi is whining and babbling about something that I don’t want to know.

“Jin!!!!....” it’s Kazuya! And why she sounds so excited?

“What?” looking at her place. Huh! She is grinning like a kid given tons of candies.

“I’ll help you with your make up! And you costume!” WHAT!!! So, this is why she got so excited all of sudden! Damn you Kazu!

“Shut up!” I felt like my face is burning. I know my face rather red now! Ohh… I can’t take it anymore. Why? Why? Why?

“Aw… look at your face… Jin, you are so red.” Oh my GOD. Why she is always like this? Why is she like teasing me so much? Did she having her revenge on me? Oh, speaking of revenge, I’m not done with her and Takki yet. So, just wait for it Kazu-chan!

“So, what we’ll perform, Mr. Director?” Kazu’s question makes me realize that we have to write our own script. Urgh… this is so tiring. That Professor Marry is so damn cruel!

“You’re right! We need to have a meeting for this.”

Then I turn to facing the class. I knocked the table trice. Then the class fell noiseless. Every eyes focus on me.

“I need this lecture hall for my group discussion. So, anyone from another group please move you ass out of here!” well, being devil myself, no one can says no!

“Oii! This lecture hall is not yours, Bakanishi!!!” that Nishikido Ryo-chan, cursing me from his seat.

Ignoring Ryo-chan, another best friend, I just keep calling my group members.

It’s about 22 members in my group. All of them gathering around and facing me. Eh… looks like I’m going to give a lecture…haha

“Come on guys, let’s move. We can use another room…” that is Koki’s voice. He kinda understands my stubbornness anyway. So, he knows that is no point to argue with me.
I give him a v-sign as he looking at me for the last time.
After all the other students moved out, I began to talk.

“So, guys… as you heard what were Prof Marry said, we are going to perform a stage play. And we need to write out our own script. Any suggestion of what fairytale we are performing to our beloved Prof Marry-san?”

“How about Cinderella?” Taguchi, with his stupid look, raising his left hand, gave us an idea.

Then comes Nakamaru’s. “Little Mermaid!”

“Oi… it will be hard for the costume!” and was objected by a clever Yamapi.

“Ano… does Charlie’s Angles include in fairytale…”

“NO!” Taguchi’s question was cut buy Kazuya. And it earns the chuckles from other students.

“Mou… I don’t have any ideas…” a grumble from a girl.

“Me too…” an agreement from a guy.

“This is so sudden. I can’t think any…” another protest.

“My head is blank…” another stupid grumble.

… silence

Everyone seems thinking hard.

…

…

“I know! Sleeping beauty!” then, a girl at the back spoke. What is her name again? Amy? Yes, a really tall girl, Amy.

“Hurm… sounds good!” Kazuya gave her agreement.

“So, any objection?” I asked? Maybe some other student won’t agree with that.

“Its find with me…” Yamapi agreed.

“OK!” Taguchi seems cool with it.

“Maa…. Raise your hand if you agree with Sleeping Beauty!”

And all of them raise their hands. “So, we will perform the Sleeping Beauty. Now, about the script, we have to write the scrip. So, anyone here love literature?”

“I would like to be the script writer!” then, Amy voluntarily take the responsibility.

Nodding. “Okay! Settle with the script, now about the characters.”

“I know! Jin will be the Sleeping Beauty!” I give a death glare to Kazu who just suggested a damn stupid idea. Upon realization of my annoyance she then adds.

“Well, since the prof made a special request already.” I saw Kazu bit her tongue.

“And you will be the prince!” I just want to make her regret what she just said anyway.

“I agree!” Yamapi in my side. YES!

And I saw Kazu pouting at her seat.

“Oi! The prince will kiss Princess Aurora at the end right?” Taguchi’s question makes me gulped.

Shit! I forgot about the kissing scene! Oh My! Why the entire fairytale story has to include the kiss part??? Mou… my first kiss… YES! First kiss! Can you believe I never kiss Lily even we declared our relationship for months already? Well, Lily kinda special actually, she once told me that she want to save her first kiss for her wedding night. And it made me think that this girl is so special.

“Oi, Bakanishi! Stop daydreaming. Just think about the kiss later!” Pi’s words make me blushed right away. Damn you Pi! I sneak a glance to Kazu. And I saw a little blush on her cheeks.

“OK… I need to confirm with Koki and Ryo-chan about our title so that we’ll not performing the same performance. You guys just keep discuss the detail, costume and props. Pi, help me, ok?” Pi nodded.
After that I walk out from the room.

As I close the door behind, I touch my left chest. I don’t know why my heart racing so fast. Is it because of the kiss? The kiss with Kazu? I don’t know. I don’t understand this feeling. Some part of my heart feels happy, some worries, some excited… argh…!

I don’t know!!!!!!!!!!

As my heartbeats turn to normal, I fished out my hand phone.

‘Oi, you two… sleeping beauty is mine. Don’t you dare to do it too!' then I send the text message to Ryo and Koki. Did my word sound rude? Na… I don’t think so. With this two, we don’t need to be so noble. Especially the gangsta Koki!

***

Today is our first rehearsal for our performance. We are given 1 1/2 hours per group to practice our drama in this theater stage. Luckily we are the first group to use it, so we can just go home early. The practice will be done everyday after the classes. So, basically I still can manage to join the soccer team for our practice punctually.

“Everyone got your script already right?” making a first move, I step forward.

“Lets briefly introduce ourselves… I mean our character, so that we all know what our role is about… and I’ll introduce myself first…” taking a deep breath, I continue.

“I’ll be the Sleeping Beauty!” a little hard to admit that I’ll act as a main role.

“Her real name is… ah, I mean, my real name is Princess Aurora which was cursed by a witch on the day I was born…” everyone listened carefully. They all become so serious since I’m right now not in the mood to let them shitting with me. Grateful that they understand me well.

After they all had briefly introduced the character their working on, we try to act the script. That Amy girl really good at writing this script. She even interleaves some humor elements in the plot which I’m sure the audience will never get bored of this fairytale.

Oh by the way, Kazu will play the Prince Philip a.k.a Aurora’s boyfriend. Pi will be Flora, the pink dress fairy. Taguchi is Fauna, the green dress fairy. Tegoshi as Merryweather, the blue dress fairy. Nakamaru will play the witch role which is really made sense greatly since he got a big nose on his face. Amy will play the King Stefan as Aurora’s father and Noriko plays the King Hubert as Philip father. So, that is briefly our character in that fairytale story we are performing.

We are on our last line when Ryo-chan and his group come to claim the stage for their practice. So, we have to end the practice for today. Everyone is packing their stuff and ready to leave the hall when I shout my order.

”Make sure you all memorize your script well for tomorrow.”

Then I walk out from the hall. After a few seconds, Pi joined me.

“Jin, coach is going to kill you if you skip the practice today. And he said that he will replace the captain position as well.” Pi curled his right hand around my shoulder.

“Hey, I was just skipped it for only twice! And that was because of me was hospitalized… its not that I skipped it on purpose…”

“Yeah…yeah… so, don’t be late for the practice then. Let’s go!”

Pi, energetically drag me to the dress room. We have to change and be on the soccer ground before 4.00 pm.
Pi already run to the field when my phone received a text message.

I’m not going to watch your practice today. I’ve something to do. Practice well ne~
From: Kazu-chan

So, she is not going to wait for me today. urghh… why I’m so disappointed of that? She is not my girlfriend for me to feels that I need her to be in my side every time. It’s Lily my girlfriend. Not Kazuya! I was not and am not frustrate like this if Lily didn’t come to my practice, or even my match. But it hurts when Kazuya not around while I’m battling on the soccer field. What happen to me?

Lily… I’ve texted her for several times, asking her for a date since I was discharge from the ward. But no reply from her. I even called her, it was only the ringing tone in my ears every times. That mean she refused to answer my call. And I haven’t seen her in college too for this week. It either she is avoiding me or the fate is playing a game with us.

“LILY!”

Some one is calling for her name. No, it’s not me. It’s somebody else. And the voice sound familiar in my ears. I bring my foot to the voice. It’s behind the building.

Gulping, I peep to the figures. Yes! I can see Lily is laying her back on the wall. And the owner of the voice, Matsu Jun… is facing each other.

“I can’t pretend anymore! I don’t want to lose you. Just dump that damn Akanishi and be with me…” Matsu Jun cares Lily’s cheeks passionately. And Lily seems feels the touch pleasingly.

“I know, you dating him because you want me to get jealous. And I can say you’ve succeed.” Matsu Jun then bring his hand to Lily’s. And then bring the small hand to his lips.

“Stupid Jun! Why only now you react to that? You should make your move earlier, so that I won’t waste my time with that boring Akanishi Jin.” Lastly, Lily spoke. And at the same time, give me a wound in my hearts. A bleeding wound, that hurt so much. A very deep wound in my poor heart.

A BORING AKANISHI JIN! So, that’s what she thinks about me all this time?

I gave them a last glance. They are kissing passionately.

‘I want to save my first kiss for my wedding night.’ That line from Lily, now switched to a sword that easily slice my heart into the pieces.

I can’t stand it anymore. Rubbing my hurt heart, I walk to the soccer field. I can’t let the emotion take over me. I need to calm my self. I need to focus on anything else. Anything… but not Lily. Not the hurt feeling in my little heart. Please, God… let me erase my memories with her. Let me forget her for the rest of my life.

“OI!!! CAPTAIN! BRING YOUR ASS HERE FASTER!!!” Nagase Sensei’s shout make me snap out from my hurt feelings.

Pi and the other players are doing their routines, stretching before the practice. I run as fast as I can to catch my teammates who just start running to make 2 rounds as usual.

It was in the middle of our practice when I noticed Lily and Matsu Jun making their way from the place I’ve seen them awhile ago. And they are holding hands. I can’t help but stare at them with the hurt feelings.

‘Stupid JIN… you are just a toy in her eyes! Forget her!’

PRIIITTTT!!! The whistle brings me back to the reality. Nagase Sensei asked the players to gather around.

“Akanishi, please pay attention to your practice. You know how important the next match to us, don’t you?” Nagase Sensei shoots out his disappointment of my practice just now. I know. My performance just now is some shit! I can’t concentrate to the practice well.

I’m about to reply the coach when a dizziness come into my head. I shook my head in hope to let it go but failed. It even increase and i can’t control myself from fall to the grass ground.

“Jin!!!” it was a shriek from the teammates.

…

“Jin… Jin… wakes up… opens your eyes…” it’s Pi. And his voice is full with concern and worries.

“Jin… come on…” I feel some soft pats on my cheeks.

“Erghh…” I groaned when my eyes caught a very bright light from the ceiling.

“Oh my God. You scared me to death!”

“Where am I.” try to get up from my back, I scanned the room.

“We are in the nurse room. Jin, what happen to you?” Pi is still with his worried tone help me to seat on the bed.

“I don’t know. It just a headache, I think” I don’t know either Pi. I don’t know why I became this weak. It seems like I don’t understand my body anymore.

“I’ll drive you home.” Pi helps me to stand from the bed.

“How about my bike? And our practice?”

“Baka! The practice was canceled. Nagase Sensei will talk to you later. And about your bike, I’ll ask Ryo-chan to take it to your house.” I smile at Pi’s line. That’s why I love you Pi. You mean so much for me.

“Stop making that cheeky smile after you killed my heart! Now, let’s go.”

* * * > > < < * *

“Jin, why you eat so little? It’s your fav isn’t it?” so, mama secretly set her eyes on me all this dinner time.

“Jin, meet me in my office after dinner. I have something to talk to you.” Daddy’s words make me change my mind to answer mama’s words.

I send my frown to mama with ‘what’s wrong?’ look. Then, mama shook her head, meaning she not know either. Then, my eyes met Reio’s, he shrugged on his shoulder also meaning that he know nothing.
It is rare to see daddy this serious. And some kind of hurt I can see on his face, I think. It makes me wonder.

“I’m done.” Daddy stands up and went to up stair.

“Did I done something wrong?” I don’t know to whom my question to, but I only received an odd look from mama and Reio.

“You tell us.” Reio points his chopstick to me.

“Just try to see you daddy. Its not that you have to make something wrong to have a talk with him.” Hmm…mama is right.

“Then, I guess I’ll see daddy now… thanks for the food.” I’m ready to make my step to the upstairs when I heard mama’s complaining.

“EH? Are you done too? Jin, you only eat half of your bowl… what wrong with people in this house?”

“Mama, I’m sorry. I’m full already. Pi and I ate at the café before he drove me home. And, I’ll eat again tonight if I feel hungry, ok?” I lied! Actually mama, your son doesn’t have any appetite to eat more. It just some of my heart still bleeding and it faded my desire to eat your delicious foods.

Not waiting for a reply from mama, I climbed the stairs, making my way to daddy’s office. My heart pumping rapidly as I reach the doorknob. Guess I don’t need to knock the door since this is our house, not daddy’s formal office.

No body here.

“Daddy…”

No answer.

“Daddy…”

Still…

“Ah… maybe he went to the toilet. Guess I need to wait a little.”

I wandering around the room, lots of book placed well in the cabinet. Some files on the desk. And what caught my eyes was a white envelop. It’s my name written on it. Wonders what it is about, I took it. It already opened before.

As my hand fished out the white paper in the envelop, my heart stop beating. My world gone dark suddenly.

The diagnose test found that Akanishi Jin is suffering an Acute Lympocytic Leukemia.

I fell on my knees upon the shocked in my heart. My heart was hurt badly today.

“Jin!” I felt daddy arms on my shoulders.

“This is what you want to talk about, right daddy?” I just manage to whisper my line.

Daddy hugs me from behind.

“I’m sorry, Jin. I’m sorry, I have to tell you this bad news. I’m sorry.” As daddy said that, a tear drop landed on my right hand. No, it’s not my tears. It’s daddy’s.

I don’t know how to react. I don’t know how to handle a crying daddy. I don’t know how to handle my one and only broken heart anymore. I don’t know what to do. I just don’t know what to do. I only can see a dark future waiting for me. But WHY ME?

It’s a long pause before daddy utters his words out.

“We will get you cure!” daddy change his position, now seating on the floor in front of me. “Jin, you need to be positive, son. You have to be strong. You have to go to the treatment as soon as possible. You still has time… no. we! We still have times.” Daddy holds my hands tightly. I just look at his grip. It is so tight and seems I can’t seize it off.

“Oh, my God. It will make you bruises. I’m sorry.”

“Daddy, please don’t tell anybody.” My words made daddy’s eyes widened in shock.

“Why… how about mama and Reio?”Daddy asked. I shook my head.

“No. it will make them worried. Daddy please, this is only you and me. Please…” I can’t hold my tears any longer. In front of my dad, I cried my heart out. My heart is just too weak to digest all this. Plus the wound I got at the college few hours ago.

I went back to my room an hour later. It was a long day for me actually. And I am so tired. I landed on my bed heavily. Deep inside my heart, I hope this is all just a dream. I close my eyes. Then something pop up into my mind. It’s a song I’ve heard long time ago.

If I didn’t wake tomorrow morning
Take care of yourself my dear
Always remember in your heart
That I love you so much

If you are facing any dilemma
Ask and hope in GOD
So that HE gives you the way
To live the life alone

When you are cold
Close your eyes
Imagine in my embrace
When you are missing me
Close you eyes
We will met in dream

If there is someone want to replace
My dear please let me go
Because a special someone like you
Deserve to be love lively

My dear,
there are nothing remain unchanged in this world
But for sure
Even if I’m not around
My love is everlasting

I hope you will not forget
To give me you’re pray
We will meet again ‘there’
If I didn’t wake up tomorrow morning

please… somebody, tell me this is just a dream...

A/N: i'm sorry took this long to update. i'm having my final exam ^^

My Story Chapter 2

2008-10-25T00:26:36Z

Title: My Story CHAPTER 2
Pairing: Akame, Pin (friendship), etc…
Author: Hayato_miroku
Disclaimer: I would like to think that the Pretty boys in this fic are mine, but as the world knows, I’m not a super duper rich old man called Johnny-san. ~~Damn it!~~
Warnings: unbeta-ed... so, please prepare for the horrible grammar and language...and Kazuya is a girl in this fic...

Chapter 1

“Wahhh!”

I was so shocked when I open my eyes. Why? There, right in front of my face, Kazuya is checking on me! GAH! It’s good I don’t have heart problem, or else I might die here…

“GOD! What kind of surprise is that?!” I said, and then I heard she laugh nonchalantly.

“You know what Jin? You kinda cute when sleeping…” and she gave me a smile. She is sweet with the smile on her face like that. And I’ll never get bored of that smile even I’ve seen it since we were kid.

“Shut up! What are you doing here? Did mama called you…?” well, it always like that. Everything happened to me, Kazuya is the one should know. That’s my parent’s way of thinking. Don’t ask me why they are thinking like that because I don’t really know it. And I think I don’t want to know either.

“Well… your mama is like my mama… tell me now! Why are you here, Bakanishi?” Eh? I thought she already knew it.

Scratching my head, I gave her my stupid look.

“Hmm… remember yesterday? At the café? Oyster? Pi’s treat? My stomach just gave me a warning… never ever think to eat oyster again!” that’s it.

Kazuya frowned. Ah! Don’t tell me you forgot about it already ‘skinny Kazu’!

“Yes! I remembered. May I know why didn’t you decline that ugly oyster from Lily?” Kazuya seems going to bugging me with her mother like lecture. Gah! Why all women on earth are like to nagging another people around?

And speaking about Lily… have I introduced you, my beauty pretty sweetheart yet? NO? Ok, I’ll now…

“I don’t understand why you can’t say no to her! It is easy you know… just tell her this ‘I’m sorry, I can’t eat oyster or else I’ll wake up on hospital bed next day’!” this girl, why she is so mother like?

Ok, maybe next time I’ll tell you my love story… now, I have to settle my precious best friend first.

“Uh? Why don’t you understand my situation Kazu? She was craving for oyster, and Pi was voluntarily paying for us. And how I can resist her wish at that moment? Why don’t you understand that?” ah… that was what happened yesterday. Pi was going to pay our meal but with a condition, everyone must have the same menu. So, my sweetheart Lily ordered the oyster. And actually, I forgot about my allergy or perhaps I forgot everything when I see my sweetheart Lily.

“Yes! I don’t understand! I don’t understand why you are so obsess about her. I don’t understand why you still like her even… ah! Forget about it! You wont believe it anyway…” there she goes again. Are you having some kind of mood swing because of ‘women thing’?

And I know what she is going to say anyway. I’m sure, hundred percent sure that she want to utter out the bad thing about Lily. Again And I don’t understand why, Kazuya seems to dislike Lily. Women! It’s hard to understand women, right?

“There you go again Kazu! Stop telling me bad things about Lily. She is nice and she likes you. Why don’t you just accept our relationship?”

Kazuya gave me annoyance look. That’s the signal of ‘I’m bored talking about her already’. Ok…Ok… I’ll stop argue about this.

“What ever! Where is mama?” trying to change the subject, I ready to jump off from the bed. But, once I setting my foot on the floor, and try to stand up, some black dots come into my eyes.

I was about to fall on the floor when Kazuya hugs me and hold me. Trying her best to not let me fall on the hard floor.

“What are you thinking you are doing, Jin!” despite of angry, there are some worries in her voice.

“I just want to go to toilet.” Well, its morning right? Ah… everyone need the bathroom in the morning.

“Come, let me help you.” And now, she offered me her hands. Well, I’m not that stupid to ignore the hands that willing to give a help. So, I just take her hands. I know, there’s only limited strength in that hands but Kazuya tried her best to help me to reach the bathroom about few meters from the bed. And I felt better as I took a few step. And thank God I can manage everything in the bathroom without help… haha…

Kazuya waited for me outside the bathroom.

“Jin! Are you okay in there?!” there she goes again. So what if I’m not okay? Are going to help me here Kazu-chan? Oh, Kazu… you are so mother like… OK! I’m not taking more time here since I know she is going to worried about me.

“What if I’m not, Kazu? Are you going to help me there? In the bathroom?” I’m just teasing her. Believe me, she will blush right away.

“Shut up, you baka!” I told ya… too bad you can’t see her red cheeks right now. She is so red! Muahaha… but, can I tell you that she is sooooooo cute that way? I bet there are so many guys out there will fall in love with my very best friend here.

“Come.” Kindly, caringly, lovingly… Kazuya take me to the bed. I bet she is going to be a good mother. Uhumm… kinda off topic, I know.

“Thanks.” A word that Kazuya hated between her and me. Yet, I’m so love to say that to her whenever she helped me.

“There is no word thanks in friendship…remember?” she gave me a little smack on my head! I just give my best sweet smile ever to her.

“Ah! Where’s mama?”

Kazuya was about to answer my question when mama appeared in the doorway. Then, she came to me and give me little kiss on my forehead. And what I saw was a smirk on Kazu’s lips. Shit! She is going to call me ‘mama’s boy’ again!

“Thanks a lot Kazu-chan. Did Jin give you problems in this early morning?” mama goes to Kazuya and gives her a hug.

“There are no thanks in friendship, mama. And she was voluntarily give me a help for my problem just now.” I saw Kazuya pout at my words. But I love to see her like that and I love teasing her.

“Not a big deal aunty. Since I’m used to your ‘little boy’ here since we were kid. So, no need to thank Me.” That’s it! The ‘little boy’… damns you Kazu! Can’t you see that I’m totally a MAN now! Grrrr….

“Yes! Our ‘little boy’ here need your smack sometimes Kazu! He seems forgetting everything about himself lately. Even his own health. So, Kazu, please smack him or maybe slap him whenever he is going to kill himself, ne…” there! Mama joining Kazu! Grrr…

“Of course aunty. It is my pleasure to smack him… or maybe I can kick him. You don’t mind, don’t you aunty?” that stupid Kazu! Stop it already!

Mama chuckled to the Kazuya’s word. “Yes! Of course…” arghh…! Why mama? Why? Why you two are so alike?

“Good morning!” oh… there is someone at the doorway.

“Sensei… Good morning…” mama and Kazuya give him a quick bow.

“Senpai…” I’m sure my face now rather funny! Isn’t it Takizawa senpai in front of my face right now?

“It’s been a long time we didn’t see each other… isn’t it Akanishi?”

Takki! My senpai in high school back then. My bestfriend’s biggest crush! Owh… why is she looking nervous there? Ahah! So, she still kept her little heart on this guy, huh! Oh, I’m having my revenge, Kazuya. Muahaha…

After that, that senpai of mine, uhumm… I mean my bestfriend’s biggest crush doing some check on me. Not to forget the blood test. Urgh… can’t believe I allowed him to inject the long big noodle into my skin!

~~

So, my days at the hospital were so damn bored! Thank God I only spent two days there. During two days period, I was absent from the classes, and now I need to find a copy for my lecture note. Who else I can go for? Kazuya is my target of course.

“Kazu-chan…” ehem… I’m not sure with this sweet lovely voice I’m using, she will gives me what I need right now.

“Huh! Mama’s boy! What do you want? And why are you using that stupid tone on me? Isn’t it supposed used only on Lily?” huh! What’s wrong with my bestfriend in this early morning?

“Uhumm… you know, I was absent for 2 days…”

“Yes, I know! And I’m the one who took care of you in the hospital.” Back to her note, I was ignored!

“Ne… ne… can you share your notes with me?” Drastically she eyed me! Oh, shit! She is going to nag me again! And AKANISHI JIN, please prepare your ears for that!

“Here, my sweet lovely friend! Take this and go away from me. I need to focus on my note!” she hands me few papers.

ehhhhhhhhh? I’m not dreaming, am I? I can’t help myself but blink like crazy.

“STOP IT, Bakanishi! You will hurt your eyes!” then she continue her reading. I was about to go back to my table when I heard something from her.

“By the way Jin, have your sweet pretty girlfriend visited you in the hospital?” so, she is wondering about my love life… tsk… how will I tell her? Lily didn’t visit me even once. And I don’t care actually. She was busy after all, with her classes and part time job. I bet she must be tired and I don’t want to make her worry about me.

“Jin… I’m waiting for your answer…” ahemm…

“hurmm… She was busy. And I…”

“That’s it! That’s what I’ve expected! Don’t you get it? She is…”

Kazuya’s word was stopped by the Professor who just entered our lecture hall. Everyone went to their seat. OK! Remind me of that hung sentence from Kazu later!

“Morning everyone. I’ll not take a long time today since we are having meeting with the College Board directors. I’ll give you the task for your performance for this subject. We are having a stage play. This class will be part by three groups. I’ve choose the leader for the groups. They are Nishikido Ryo, Tanaka Koki and Akanishi Jin.”

Majide???!!! Me?! Mou~~~

“You don’t have any chance Akanishi! This is my decision!” ops… Prof can see my reaction…

“Please, the three of you! Come here and take the list of your group members.”

As you wish my dear Professor!

Ahh! Let see… who will be my servant. Junno, okay… my fav victim! Yamapi… good, will be my assistant! And who are the rest? I don’t quite know them… uhuh!

“Plans you evil wish another time Akanishi!” Shit! Why is this lady can read my mind?!

“Your task is simple. I want each group come out with a fairytale story. Anything will do as long as it is fairytale. And the script is on your hands. But please don’t be too far from the original story, okay. One more thing, since this is Gender subject, I want you all change the role. I mean the boys will take the women role and the girls will take the men role. Got it?”

This is nut! How come boys play as a girl?

“And, this is my special request. I want to see Akanishi Jin as a girl on the stage.”

“WHAT!!!!” THIS IS CRAZY! I’m the one who taking the girl role?! Shit…holy shit! And I swear I heard some stupid voice whispering all over. And the professor just smile at her desk.

“Remember, this performance will cover 50 percent of your course mark. So, make sure you do it the best. And you will get good marks if I like your role and performance. So, Akanishi… this is your chance!” with that, the professor brings her foot out to the door.

THIS IS STUPID!!!

A/N: I'm sorry for my mistake at the previous chapter. i should type prologue instead of epilogue. ~~baka me!~~ this is what happen when i copy and paste from my document. so sorry about that... and again, pardon me for my very immature writing skill and horrible grammar...

My Story

2008-10-23T18:56:32Z

Title: My Story CHAPTER 1
Pairing: Akame, Pin (friendship), etc…
Author: Hayato_miroku
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I would like to think that the Pretty boys in this fic are mine, but as the world knows, I’m not a super duper rich old man called Johnny-san. ~~Damn it!~~
Warnings: unbeta-ed... so, please prepare for the horrible grammar and language...and Kazuya is a girl in this fic...

Summary: Jin and Kazuya is a best friend. They share everything with each other even their love life. But, Kazuya seems dislike Jin’s type of girl because she knows that girl is cheating on Jin. But she has no courage to tell Jin the truth. One day, Jin found out about the liar his lover kept from him, at the same time he was told that his life is going to be ending soon. At that time, Kazuya was involved in a love fair with her high school crush. And Jin found that he is kinda jealous of them. (sucks summary… I know)

Mama ogling me with anger. I just ignored her death glare. Just show her stupid ignorance face that I’m sure mama hated it. Its not mama don’t know I hated hospital or doctor! Yet, she still insists to take me to the doctor. Urgh! I just pretended to be deaf, ignored what ever she is going to say.

‘Your son is not going to die this early, mama…’ that’s what my heart said.
‘Huh! Really? What if today is my last day? NO! I DON’T WANNA DIE, YET!!!’

Oh! Well… this illness is not a big deal actually… I just was vomiting… repeatedly for God know much already since two hours I came back from the college. It felt like all my intestines will came out together when I threw up. Aching all over my body, made me not able to stand up properly.

‘Oh! Its good that I’m a boy, if I’m a girl mama surely will think that I’m pregnant right now…hahaha’

“What have you ate at your college actually, Jin? I think you got food poisoning…” mama asked with a very soft voice whiles her fingers ruffling my hair. Showing some love I can say…

Urm… lets recall my schedule today. Before off to college, have some breakfast with daddy and Rieo. Ate toasted bread and a cup of coffee. Nothing wrong with that since there is no sign from daddy and Rieo if they are having problem like me here. So, safe!

Now, at the college… what I’ve ate there?

Ah… I remembered! We ate some oyster at the cafeteria. GOD! That’s why I’m vomiting as hell now! Shit! And now I’m not disapproving of the Bakanishi Title given for me! Stupid me! How come I forgot about the allergy I’m having with this oyster since I was a child? And now, mama will kill me for that! Sheeeshh….!

“Jin! I’m asking you! What have you ate at your college? Or you didn’t ate anything?” looked like mama was bored of waiting my answer already. God! What should I tell her? Mama is going to kill me if I tell the truth! Urgh… let it be then… I’m not going to cheating my lovely mama.

“Hurmmm… we ate oyster!” I just can’t lie!!! Besides, we can’t lie to our mama, right?

And I saw mama’s eyes widened as I know she is burning now! Shit! She is so angry now… and in a second, a hard pinch landed on my right hand.

“Auw!” that’s what escaped from my mouth receiving mama’s lethal weapon.
“I was forgotten! It’s not my fault!” defending myself, I rubbed my red marked hand.

“How come you forgot? Are you enjoyed torturing yourself like this? I’ve warned you since forever, right? How come you can’t remember that?”

“But, it’s true! I was forgotten about that… and I can’t resist it since it looks so yummy. Beside, its Pi’s treat. I can’t say no!” there my reason. Am I safe now?

Mama was about to continue her lecture when the nausea come again to my throat. And my stomach was going to burst out! So, I ran to the toilet at the corner of my room. And this time, its only liquids came out from my throat. Mama caressed my back lovingly. Oh, mama… you are so lovely.

“Jin lets go to the doctor please. I’ll call your father, okay?” mama seemed begging me.

I tried to find her face from the mirror in front of me. But what I’ve seen was my pale face. And suddenly, I felt my body swinging before I see black. And the last thing I heard was my name being called repeatedly by mama.

~~Owari~~

A/N: this is my first ever Akame fanfic… and I’m sorry for turned Kazuya to a girl. And please take note that this fic is unbeta-ed. If someone kindly want to do the beta, I’m very happy with it ^^;;

and....tell me what you feel about it please.

Chapter 2: http://hayato-miroku.livejournal.com/1763.html

Mind Reader (drabble) part 2

2008-10-11T00:49:35Z

Title: Mind Reader (unbeta)
Author: hayato_miroku
Pairing: Pin
Genre: you decide it...coz I’m not sure :p
Rating: G
Disclaimer(s): Jin and Pi are not mine! I only own this weird idea.
Summary: If he wants, Jin can read people's mind... and he try it to his best friend and found out something... and he still can't believe it!
A/N: I'm new here in LJ and this is my first ever drabble... spare me for my bad English and please be kind to comment ^^

MIND READER part 1

‘Guess it’s not my luck this time…’ Pi shrugs. ‘Well, actually there always have the next time, right? So, maybe next time…’

Jin walks into KAT-TUN’s changing room. Still can’t digest Pi’s thought properly. Or he actually can’t admit what is Pi thinking about him.

Jin still opens his mind reader mode as he walks passing Koki, who is right now staring their latest photo.

“Urgh…why it’s Jin who look most handsome among us? Even in that stupid perm hair! Oh, I wonder how its look if he shave his hair off… hihihi.”

Jin’s eyes widened as he heard that! And then he sees Tanaka smile from ear to ear.

‘Stupid Koki! It’s not my fault if I’m most handsome among KAT-TUN or maybe all JE boys… and I’LL NOT SHAVE MY GORGEOUS HAIR FOR GOD SAKE!!’

He smacks Koki on the head make Koki jumps in disbelieve.

“Bakanishi! What is that for!” rubbing his head, his mouth pouting.

“For being jealous of me! I know I’m handsome…” he reply.

“Who said you are handsome?....”

He leaves Koki who is still babbling about something and he don’t wanna know what all is about.

He slump his body on to the couch lazily while scanning the room, with the tired eyes. The rest of KAT-TUN member are no where to be seen. And he doesn’t even want to know where they are!

Jin feels dizzy all of sudden. Maybe it’s the effect of using the ‘power’. His grandfather once said that the ‘power’ will make him tired. That’s why he was not recommended to use the power.

Slowly, his eyes shut and then he sees black.

“Where am I?” it’s so bright. The light is so bright. He can’t see anything. But he can hear a voice. That’s
Pi’s voice. He is singing.

Nareai to uso no naka de bukiyou na ai seoi

Jikan ni oware iya ni natteta hi ni

Sukoshi jiyuu kanjita

Ato nannen ka sureba omoide ni naru dakara

Wasure kaketeta kioku to ima wo futo kasanete mitanda

Taisetsu na mono kakae sugite aruki zuraku natta kyou

Itsu datte bokura kitto dare datte

Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete

Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo

Kitto soko ni wa nai tabun no egao ga matteru

Sugiteku hibi de nanika miushinai kaketa

Sonna fuu ni sou jibun no hou kara

Tsunaida te wo hodokenai you ni

Tatoeba kimi ga kizu tsuita to shitemo

Dare no ai datte nando mo iro wo kaeru

Tsukarete boku ni yorikakaru hi wa

Donna kimi demo dakishimeru kara

Itsu datte bokura kitto dare date

Kanashimi ya yowasa ikutsumo hiki tsurete

Taore kakatatte fumi dasu chikara wo

Kitto soko ni wa nai tabun no egao ga matteru

Jibun wo shinjite

“This song is for you, Pi. I composed this song just for you.” He heard his own voice.

Now he remembered. At that time he writes this song, the one and only he thinks was Yamapi. Now he remembered, long time ago he was in love with Pi. But he shut his feeling because he was afraid if Pi can’t accept his feeling. He is afraid if people call him weird, for be in love with a guy. And he is afraid if Pi rejects him and don’t want to be his friend anymore. And he is afraid when he found that he not really straight. So, he lets the feeling sunk away. He tried really hard to forget about that feeling. He tried really hard to be as normal as he can. As the result, he forgot the love he felt toward Yamapi. And never ever want to think about it anymore.

Now, it’s Pi who has this feeling for him. And he rejected Pi…

‘I’m so stupid, right Pi? I love you but I don’t want to accept it. I love you, Pi. I love more than you love me.’

Slowly, the brightness reduces. And at a corner he sees Pi. Standing there with a very pleasant smile. A very sweet smile. Jin felt his heart melt right away. How he miss that smile on Pi’s cute face.

‘I miss you, Pi. I miss you even you are with me now. I miss you…’

“JIIIIIIIIIINNNN!!!!!!!”

A loud scream echoed in KAT-TUN changing room. Drastically Jin opens his eyes.

“Are you deaf or what? Pick up your phone or at least shut it off… its killing my ears with your Pinky ringtone!” Koki said in aggravation.

Jin takes his cell phone in his pocket. Not bother to check the caller ID, he press the green button to answer the phone call.

“Jin, I love you… I love you more than a friend. I loved you in the pass, I love you now and I will love you forever…”

It’s Pi…

Jin smiles as he heard Pi’s voice.

“I love you too…”

*** so, how is it? even if you hate it, please tell me... and if you like it, do tell me too coz it will courage me to write more PIN...

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Pin drabble

2008-10-07T08:31:11Z

Title: Mind Reader (unbeta)
Author:hayato_miroku
Pairing: Pin
Genre: you decide it...coz i'm not sure :p
Rating: G
Disclaimer(s): Jin and Pi are not mine! I only own this weird idea.
Summary: If he want, Jin can read people's mind... and he try it to his best friend and found out something... and he still can't believe it!
A/N: I'm new here in LJ and this is my first ever drabble... spare me for my bad English and please be kind to comment ^^

'Don't use 'this' just for fun. It is a special talent for a special person like u...'
That was the last word from his grandfather before the old man passed away last year. And Jin kept this promise to not use the ability he has to a random people or situation up till now.

But now, he is hesitating. His best friend Pi or Yamashita Tomohisha, seems having a very huge problem in his brain. Jin never saw Pi in this state before. Pi is a happy go lucky guy who always hyper when they are together likes this. But, not today! Oh, by the way, as Jin remembers it is the 3rd day Pi in this condition. Talk less, always in a deep contemplation, not to mention Pi daydreamed all day long yesterday.

"What with this face, Pi? Your girlfriend dumped you?" Jin knows it is a silly question since Pi never has any affair with any girls in his life.

Silent.

Jin sighs. “It is that hard to share the problem with your friend Pi? Your best friend…?”

Pi look at Jin. Still not willing to share what exactly disturbing his mind.

‘You make me do this, Pi. I’m sorry…’

Jin start staring on Pi, forehead. Focusing his power to read Pi’s mentality. Three second passed, and Jin can listen to Pi’s voice.

“Stupid JIN! Why can’t you understand my feelings? How can I having affair with any girls when my heart is totally just for you?!”

Jin’s mouth open automatically as he heard Pi’s thought.

‘It can’t be Pi. I’m a man and you too…’

“Guess I need to tell him now. Yes! Now or never… wait, am I going to tell Jin that I love him more than a friend?”

‘OMG! What I’m gonna do?! Pi is going to confess to me… No! I’m not gay! I can’t acknowledge Pi more than a friend.”

“Maybe this is the right time since we are alone now… now or never! Yosh… I’m ready…”

‘BUT I’M NOT!!!’ Jin’s heart screams inside.

Pi straightens his seat. Ready to let out his feeling toward Jin.

Jin suddenly feels nervous. He drastically stands up.

“See you later Pi. I need to go buy some food to KAT-TUN.” With those words, Jin left Pi blinking alone.

~owari~

*So, how is it? hate it? like it? please comment sothat i know what you all thinks... and again, forgive me for my bad English...

first entry on LJ ^^

2008-10-06T11:15:38Z

i'm new here, so...please guide me ok... ^^
i'm akanishi's die hard fan and japanese freak! i would like to visit Japan one day...
add me if you think i'm qualified enough to be your friend ^^
oh, by the way... i'm Malaysian ^^